So I have a ton of guys...not that I am dating them all, but I am not completely oblivious to the fact that some of them WISH we were dating. My problem is that I don't know at all what flirting is or what to think when it comes to guys. I ask Becky ALL the time if things that guys do are a good sign or whatever hahaha poor girl probably gets annoyed by it because I have this nasty habit of asking at the weirdest hours and times and usually like weeks after the whatever actually happened! My problem is that I am NOT a game player...I don't do the flirting thing and I definitely don't like dancing around my feelings. I either share them or I don't. I do not hint at what I might be feeling or thinking. I straight up share my frustrations or happy feelings. Maybe that is my problem. I mean look at me! I had a FANTASTIC guy and all of a sudden he just falls out of love with me??? How on Earth does that happen overnight??? Is being fiercely loyal a turnoff? Because if so I won't be so loyal anymore...I thought guys wanted girls who would stick by them through anything because heaven knows I stuck by Phillip through a ton of things that a lot of people still look down on him for. I even defended him against people that I had known for much longer than him. I was needy or clingy in any way. Yes I did get mad at him at times because he never would really share how he felt, but I didn't push him to share. Heck we even broke up at one point but HE is the one who came crawling back begging for forgiveness saying he couldn't live without me! I took him back and things were even better between us.
Is there something wrong with me? I just want to know what it is about me that turns guys off. How is it that all my guys friends can tell me that I am so awesome and amazing, yet they are the only ones to say that?? How can they think I am this perfectly dateable female when no other guys seem to see it? Of course these guys who tell me these things are all taken or interested in other girls...seriously how ironic is that?!
*sigh*
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease,
Nikki
1 comment:
Wow. Story of my life right now. Except the guy that 'fell out of love' with me is now on a mission and came 'crawling back' a week before he left...except the day he was set apart the other girl comes to see him and he goes off to talk to her for a good 10-20 minutes. So I didn't know what to think.
But it's nothing wrong with you. It's HIM. Seriously. If he can't see how amazing you are he's not worth your time, and you'll find someone who is the absolute best for you.
I don't know how to do the whole flirting thing either. Way over my head haha.
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