Nikki is on her way up to me right now from freaking Nevada...it takes forever to get to Provo and than even longer to Rexburg and she isn't stopping (well only for gas and potty breaks)!!!!! I tried to tell her to stay calm and stop in Provo for the night since we have friends there *ahem* Jess...but NOOOOOO Nikki won't because it is too soon to stop apparently. Blast it all to pieces this is why I am NEVER getting married. You guys make us girls crazy and than you act like you have done NOTHING wrong. Not here I am at ONE in the morning waiting for my half crazed best friend to make it up here and than I am going to half to calm her down from her homicidal rage. Nikki doesn't usually show this much emotion so I really don't know what I am going to get by the time she gets here.
In any case I might as well write some more about me so as to not bore you all with writing about Nikki all the time although it is kind of hard not to when you got her on the brain. ANYWAYS my mom is always telling me to hurry up and get married and start giving her grandbabies. Now I know she isn't in a HUGE rush to have me off and married, but a part of me thinks she is so that is why I am always telling her I am not going to get married...ever. Drives her nuts and rightfully so. I plan on serving a mission which by the way Nikki is too, but we both know that things can change which is why we aren't entirely closed off to this whole concept of love. Sometimes though I wonder if it will ever happen for me, I see all my friends in relationships or dating and in some cases married and having babies but I am here with not a clue as to whether guys even notice me or not. I realize I am not alone in this so I am not really complaining..more like...sharing my frustration. I seem to be the one girl that guys trust and are friends with but never more than friends. Yes I did have a relationship previously, but it didn't last very long because I broke it off for personal reasons. Nothing wrong with the guy...it was actually me. Also I always tend to get really attractive roommates that all the guys flock to, but there I will be sitting, invisible to the world. *sigh* I hate this dating thing.
Laters my Gators,
Becky
10.11.09
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Seriously, this is my life to a T!
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