I should explain...

I am NOT hung up on Phillip. I am just going to KILL him for doing what he did how he did it. I mean really now? Taking me to THE spot where we spent countless hours together just to tell me (with HER by his side) that he is getting married. To top it all off the little Pop Tart Princess (Which is what she will be called form now on) has the balls to ask me if I will do her flowers! I really don't know what possessed me to say yes, but I don't go back on my promises so I am stuck helping her out now. UGH!!!!!

As you can probably tell I made it to Idaho and I am sitting in Becky's apartment using her internet because she is still at school and I am retarded and forgot all about that. I have done nothing but sleep all day because I got here around 6 am and we didn't go to sleep til about....well Becky didn't go to sleep actually. I fell asleep around 10:30 or so. I really like what Jess did with the Blog! Becky picked out cute icons too. These girls are amazing with a capital A!!!!!
So interesting story though. My friend Zeke found out what happened and he was texting me ALL LAST NIGHT! The guy is in the freaking military AND he had early morning duty, but he must of kept his phone on him because he was talking to me and telling me to calm down and that Phillip is an....well I can't repeat what he said because than someone would flag the blog for indecent language. Ah Zeke....he cracks me up!

...still hate Phillip though, but oh my fetch does he smell amazingly good and those blue eyes! AAGH I can't get him out of my head and the worst part is I want him there....OMG I think I am still in love with him!

What on Earth am I supposed to do???

Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease,
Nikki